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Greener

I remember that feeling of calm, sunny warm early evening that came with distant beatings of pans in the restaurant of the girl’s hostel, the murmer of voices and muffled laughter behind closed doors, the smell of semi-artfully fried dinners, … Continue reading

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You

Autobiographical accounts tend to be dripping with ego, unless you can put the truth of you in it. You know that feeling when you turn to those whom you are accustomed to getting answers from, and they tell you this … Continue reading

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Panic. Fear. Worry. Dread.

I feel like I’m a giantly insignificant thing that’s like jelly, instead of being like water, or a proper being, and that I lean forward into the world, no, I lean down, my head is bowed. I feel like panic, … Continue reading

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